solitude

sitting alone, waiting for a friend the other night, i remembered why i love the city: solitude

it's so much easier to live alone among the crowd than as a personality who affects her friends.

it's a cop out, i know, but sometimes i need easier. sometimes i need to fade into the background. i need the cityscape to engulf me and to not care who i am, where i am from, or where i'm going. just that i am.